Every now and then, I open an old journal and find a little piece of myself I had forgotten. π
Some make me laugh.
Some make me wonder.
Some remind me of how far I’ve come.
These pages are not simply a collection of old journal entries. They are little pieces of a journey—thoughts I once wrote down, stories I may have forgotten, and moments that meant something to me at the time.
And sometimes, the woman I am today has something to say to the woman I was then.
So you may find a little note from Present Lelen along the way—a reflection, a little context, or perhaps just a gentle “I understand now.”
I’m keeping these memories here not because they’re profound, but because they were once part of my story.
Dear old me… what were you thinking? π€
πΆπ»♀️Take a little walk with me through the years.
You never know what we might find there.
π 2015
The year I was learning to cope, one day and one child at a time, and discovering that moving forward didn't mean leaving the memories behind.
π± 2016
The year I was beginning to find my way again.
πΏ 2017
The year I was learning, stumbling, growing—and becoming stronger along the way.
⏳ 2018
The year I was learning that some things are better understood with time.
π¦ 2019
The year I was learning to trust myself, accept myself, and keep going.
⚓️ 2020
The year I was learning to hold on to hope, appreciate what I had, and find strength in my family.
✨ 2021
The year I was learning to embrace change, trust the journey, and keep moving forward.
πͺ 2022
The year I was learning that the lessons I shared with others were lessons I needed myself, too.
π 2023
The year I was learning to face pain, let go of regret, and keep moving forward.
π️ 2024
The year I was learning to choose contentment, enjoy the journey and trust God even more.
π 2025
The year I was learning to find wisdom and joy in the ordinary moments of life.
2026